hari utk aku berdikari

hari ni, 1st time aku kuar sowg2 tnpe d temani oleh sesiape...baru la aku rse yg kuar sorg2 ni best jgk..sbb kte x pyh jge sespe n x pyh bergntung pd sesape..ati pn tng sbb x pyh rse ap2 ble kte sorg2..huhuhu..best sgt ptg td..n aku nk bktikn yg aku ni bkn ank mnje yg perlu brgntung pd org lain..ckup la ade fmly n org2 yg menghargai aku...kalo bley, aku x nk la jadi kawan yg baik dgn seseorg ble ade benefit je..n x nk la ajak kwn tu kuar ble perlu je..tp ble x d perlukan, kawan tu d biarkan je..mgkin aku ni luarannye nmpk sgt kuat tp sbnrnye dlmn ni tuhan sj yg tahu berapa rapuhnye ati ni...aku sbnrnye sgt sensitif...sgt2...kdg2 tu ble aku trase, aku pendam je..sbb nk jge ati org..tp npe kdg2 org x jge ati kte? mgkin ini lumrh idop or maybe ni sume balasan jgk..sbb mgkin aku pnh buat org len cm tu..tp x pe la redha..yg ptg, aku dh serik nk brgntung pd org len..mulai hari ni, aku nk bebas dpd kebergntungn pd org len..wt ape yg aku rse nk wt...pasni nk kuar..trpkse suruh org len gntikan jge koop..sorry koop.pasni aku msti jge koop bek2...tadaaaaa :)